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you know it's strange, i am only inspired to write when things are at odds. my life is at complete disarray. yet, it humbles and pushes me to learn and grow, to embrace every emotion i can fathom, for some cannot feel. the power of our own struggles sometimes can overwhelm. we take so much for granted even strife. it can teach you to hurt so badly. we are parsimonious. we are frightened to feel. but there are no highs without lows. i must keep reminding myself of this.