spring fling

immersed in a overcast sunday
lazy and unregarded
feeling springs' sticky sweet kiss
dangerously
tickle my feet
ripe and warm
it tangles you up
like a cocoon
can you claw your way out?
i've got the hunger
i've got the itch
need a fix
reservations smashed
i need the grit
you underneath my fingernails
your sweat on my lips
my blood hot enough
to start a fire that shakes the devil
breaking rules
painting the sky red
with desire
it glows and yearns
lusting for the future
the wind takes away the cold
draws me out of my shell
draws me out of my hell

don't think twice...

it's alright...

all my armor falling down

a rift in my reality
for the better
it's like singing a new melody
getting lost in splendor
after weeks
of anxiety driven
starvation and insomnia
i feel at ease
we all lose our goddamn minds
at times
we sometimes become too intertwined
with our lives
over thinking
picking apart things
to the brink of emotional meltdown
it does no good
we all need to press restart
i desire to heal
to open my heart
i slowly start to peel
my reservations apart
and it feels so beautiful
however exposed
it feels good
i guess you can't ever know
that what you fear can become
a reservoir of hope
innocuous
it's funny how twisted
we can make our own world
unnecessarily
but now- i'm looking forward to hope
the past does not have to dictate our future
we should always be able to progress beyond our mistakes
and i long for what is to come
i embrace change like i
embrace the change of seasons
i feel the seasons shift
the climate warm and inviting
like my eyes
summer enticing
let whatever be
but let me become real again
let me revel
let me roar