magnetic

taking my power back. no more running. i need let myself bleed. these precious things- are they all that precious to me? i can feel your thoughts. i can taste your desire. no words need to be spoken. i know the things that will be. self doubt is cruel. it can overcome your whole being. and it's a vicious spiral down. i guess i had to learn to crawl and skin my knees- but it taught me how to please. i can be anything you need because i can read your mind. i welcome your greed to feed on me. everyone is a vampire and we all have to drain the blood in one way or another. why can't it be sexy? why can't it be nourishing? you see, screams are taught to bind us but they really just set us free. restraint is for the fearful. they are too afraid to need. what winds you up- enlightens me. i switch the rules, i change the roles. there are no rules in life that will withhold. i write my own laws and i will abide as i please. deny your attraction to me yet, i feel your heart beat. you can say anything you want but i know what you need. i transcend commonality. in every way i am violent, passionate, both demon and saint. and it both scares and compels you, for you are just the same. same logic, same voice, same name.