wasnt that a smashing pumpkins song? batman forever i do declare. this is going to be minimal considering i should be hitting the gym up. maybe ill skip it even tho its well needed after this birfday week extravaganza. i think i drank every night this past week. with my 28 birthday on the 3rd [yikes i know] as well as the 4th of july- this 3 day weekend has quite literally kicked my ass.
i decided to start this today although- i am no stranger to the blogging world. i have a blog on the space i keep relatively up to date. i was on xanga and livejournal for many years as well. but i like the format of this one so fuck it. i plan on trying to write more if not every day. its some thing i have a particularly decent knack for and i feel- if i do it more- i will be a bit more astute with it.
lots of shit is going on. im kind of at odds with things currently although all in all i am mostly content. but my bi-polar-ness wont let me settle with that. i long for a change. i have been single now for over 2 years and it is a feat am i most proud of. also something i never anticipated would happen. you would never know it now- but i used to be rather co-dependent, now im so independent it shouts from every cell on my body. funny how things change.
i cleaned all day today. i love cleaning. it gives me piece of mind- although its a never ending battle. you clean just for things to get messed up again. but then again i suppose that is how life is as well. dull and resharpen. a good friend of mine once said that. he is a goddamn genius.
well you wont find that caliber of genius within these pre-conceived pages. honestly- i could give a fuck what your opinion is of me. this is more for my sanity- cathartic if you will. if you happen to find something that strikes a chord- by all means- let me know.
im a relatively interesting person. im also quite dull and reclusive as well. ill let you be the judge.....
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